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Living at my apartment is fun. I get a lot of studying done which I wouldn't be able to do at home. I'd want to go to Satoshi's every night!
Japanese is great like last semester. Mostly the same people. Calculus is large and scary, but I have Kevin G. again! Not Kurara though. . . Computer science is similar to last year. I have Marit! And English. . . It will be okay. A weird boy talks to me in there. I have to start walking to my math lab in a while. I probably won't know anyone in it. BOO!
Wow, my entries have gotten so much more boring since I started this journal. Nothing amusing happens anymore? I was looking at my old journal that I started when I was fourteen, and I used a lot of emoticons and pictures. I should upload more pictures! I have them!
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[11 Jan 2008|10:53am] |
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So it's been a while. . . I can't really complain. I have a Japanese boyfriend, something I've wanted for over four years. And he really is awesome. Also, I'm getting my own apartment! My mother is paying for it, of course. I'm pretty excited about that. I want to go to campus events (musicals!) and hang out with all the cool college kids!
But. . .I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life. I found the livejournal of a girl who is only sixteen, and she does SO much! Always traveling. . .China, Japan. . . It looks like Kyle can't go to Japan this summer.
I wish I could even start a website. No ideas though!
The psychic fair is this weekend, so maybe that will be fun. . .if I even go.
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[15 Nov 2007|12:24am] |
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My calculus class is ridiculous. The homework is so retarded. We have to use this website, and everything has to be a in specific form. It's so frustrating and stuuuupid. The super big exam is tomorrow. If I want an A in the class, I have to get an A on this test. I'm not sure if I'll be able to do that. High school calculus was so easy. I got a 99% in it! Thanksgiving break is next week, and I'll be swamped with homework the entire time. College is hard. But I still like it. More than high school, at least. At least Japanese is cancelled, so I can sleep in it a bit tomorrow (today). Oyasumi nasai.
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[12 Nov 2007|11:13pm] |
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While I was waiting to be picked up today, two Christian girls approached me and tried to convert me! I wasn't doing anything else, so I allowed them to talk to me. They asked me a bunch of questions, all of which I had excellent answers for. I think they were expecting more answers along the lines "I don't know," but nope, I had a ready answer for everything! I guess I think about that stuff a lot. But in the end, one said, "Well, I can see we won't be able to sway you, so we'll let you read your book," which was Interview with the Vampire, ha, ha.
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[09 Nov 2007|11:50pm] |
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There was a cricket in my room. I tried to catch it in a box, but it kept jumping away. Finally, I woke my mom up so she could help me catch it, and she "accidentally" kills it. Hmph. Poor thing.
My hair is so disgusting. I made a deal with my mom that if I got an A on my calculu test, and she'd pay for a hair cut. I doubt I'll get an A, though. We actually have homework due on the day of our exam. What's with Europeans?!
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[07 Nov 2007|10:58pm] |
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The semester needs to end already. I'm beginning to hate people. I hope I have the beautiful boy for something next semester. I saw him today, and he didn't smile at me! I need to take action! But I'm so shy. . .
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[07 Nov 2007|06:52am] |
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I hate film class! I always feel stupid when I talk in there! But a good portion of the grade is participation. . . My mom says to just talk anyway because I'm only in it for the grade. Last time I take a class for fun! And I don't even like the people in there that much. I only like Nanci and Clint. I pretty much hate all the girls except Nanci. One of them hunts! Manly, pimply bitch.
I also hate my Japanese conversation leader. She's so irresponsible, and her butt crack is always showing. She cancelled without telling anyone (or so I thought) and made some guy from one of her groups stay there to wait around for people so he could tell them she cancelled. What the Hell? So then I sent Karissa a text to tell her, and her response is, "I know lol". WHAT THE HELL?! Thanks for telling me! And I was pissed, because I was stuck there for several hours. But luckily, this guy from my group shows up, and when I told him it was cancelled, he talked about some psychology experiment he was going to do. So, I followed him to that and made twelve bucks trying to find knives in x-rays of suitcases.
Today is a nice, two hour long day, and I will be pretty mad if someone is an idiot again.
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[05 Nov 2007|08:40pm] |
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I had a weird, scary dream. Okay, this creepy, faceless Japanese girl with long hair (like Sadako from Ringu) was like staring in my window looking at me. Freaky enough, right? So then, she knocks on the door. I look through the peep hole, see it's her, and open it anyway! I can't quite remember right, but I think I was a magical girl or something appointed to vanquish evil (too much anime!), so that's probably why I opened it. Well anyway, she comes at me with a pocket knife! But her movements are very slow and zombie-like (not Dawn of the Dead zombie where they run super fast, but lethargic, retard zombie), so I was easily able to take the knife from her hand. So then it's like, do I have to stab her and kill her? And this probably came from Battle Royale (which I've been reading) which has been making me think a lot about whether I'd be able to kill someone. I think I made a few quick, shallow slits, but then something tells me I have to attack a special part of her, this bag she's holding. So I cut the bag open, and pink sugar or something spills out. And I guess she's defeated. Then I start asking her, "Where'd you get this sugar?! Who sent you?!" But she only shakes her head. I don't know how I was expecting her to answer though, since she was faceless, and therefore had no mouth. I kept asking her, but no response (of course). And finally her MSN status is set to dead (!?!?), so apparently she chose to destroy herself instead of tell me who sent her. But eventually she wandered back to us and wanted to chill. Weird, right? Now time for a comparison of the novel Battle Royale to the movie. I really can't say I liked one more than the other. I liked how the book showed how everyone died, let us know what was going through everyone's head, etc. Of course, the movie wouldn't have had time for all that. I liked how the movie let the audience sympathize with Sakamochi, though. The book just portrays him as some random bastard. So I guess I liked the movie's ending better. Both had good dark humor. Okay, that wasn't a very good comparison. But my thoughts are out, and that's all that matters.
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[03 Nov 2007|11:26pm] |
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Ahh, it's been forever since I've posted in here! I haven't gone out at all the past couple of weekends. I'm pretty much losing interest in El Paso people. I've been making friends at NMSU, and I want to make more. I really can't stand living here anymore. My parents are buying me my own apartment in January! My friend from film class is going to live with me, so hopefully it will be fun. I want to go to all the NMSU events and meet lots of new, intelligent people! I hope I will at least. My braces deduct like 90% of my confidence. I've also began to wear a lot less make-up to feel more natural, so that combined with my braces makes me feel hideous 24/7. I know it's like, why not start wearing a lot of make-up again? And I don't really know why not. I just don't want to. I think it really does have to do with the Twilight books. Bella Swann is definitely not the type of girl who wears make-up. But would a boy like Edward really fall for someone like Bella and not Rosalie in real life? I also think it's kind of unrealistic that he's a virgin. Boys are suppose to love sex. It's natural. If he's so good-looking, I'm sure he could have gotten as many girls as he's wanted into bed. Is Edward too perfect to be real? Is there such thing as a gorgeous, intelligent, romantic, sincere, virtuous guy? Probably not.
In two years, I'll be a heartbreaker! I just need to get these fucking things off my teeth!
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[25 Aug 2007|07:13am] |
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I started college on Wednesday! My Japanese class and my calculus class are a lot similar to high school classes because most of the kids are around my age (probably a year or so older), so they're not too bad. There is a Japanese lady in my calculus class! I say lady because even though she only looks 18 or so, she is married with two kids! So of course she must be quite a bit older! Computer science is okay. Most of the people are older. I want to be friends with this girl I sit near. She is very, very pretty and tall! But she doesn't wear Hollister EVERYTHING like the other girls at NMSU. She dresses kind of athletic and drinks gatorade. . .so I'm guessing that she probably is an athlete! I'll start my perspectives on film class on Tuesday, so I'm sure that I'll meet some interesting people there. I guess that's all I can think of!
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| My Sister's Birthday |
[29 Jul 2007|12:17am] |
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I went to see Hairspray today, and I loved it. I fell in love with the boy who played Link. He was just so damned good-looking. Well, I hate having crushes on celebrities because obviously they're way out of my league. I decided to Wikipedia the guy so I could maybe find out some information that would make me dislike him. Well that sure worked! He's the douche who played the main guy in High School Musical! The two characters look nothing alike! I guess that means that he's a good actor since I totally couldn't tell who he was, but still. . .ew. . .
Sorry for neglecting you, LJ. There have been things to write about. . . I really don't know why I haven't been writing. Maybe because like, two people read this?
I also got braces. They've cut the insides of my cheeks up, and they also make me look ugly. I hate them, but I guess it'll be worth it. I've always been jealous of people with perfect teeth!
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[05 Jul 2007|10:19am] |
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I'm waiting for the live-action Death Note movie to load to the part where I left off. You know, I'm not in any pain at all. I don't even feel the least bit ill. I was told that I was going to be bed-ridden and unable to eat for about a week. I fattened myself up for nothing! I started out with tomato soup today, thinking liquids were the only things I'd be able to consume. . . But eventually I took on some ramen, then rice, and then kettle corn! The harder foods are a little bit uncomfortable to chew, but not uncomfortable enough to stop me from eating them. Well, I'm very disappointed. I was looking forward to being waited on and losing a lot of weight! But I don't remember feeling like that yesterday when I actually was in some pain. Well not really pain, but my entire mouth was numb, disallowing me to consume anything, even water! It would just fall out of my mouth without me feeling anything but a cold sensation on my shirt. So yeah, that was the worst of it. Now I'm ready to boogie! Too bad I can't celebrate the Fourth of July. . .though, I probably wouldn't have gone out anyway.
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[03 Jul 2007|08:39am] |
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I am getting four teeth pulled today. The pain is suppose to last for around five days. I don't think that I'm as frightened as I should be. I guess I'm looking forward to an excuse to lay around all day. I'm also suppose to lose weight! I'm more afraid of the medicine than the actual procerdure. I'm already beginning to feel nauseous from the premeds. . .
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[01 Jul 2007|11:07am] |
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I went to a boxing match yesterday! The tickets were a gift to my father from my mother, and I decided to tag along. I wasn't sure if I was going to enjoy it, but it was actually very exciting! I didn't really care who won as long as someone got hit hard. It was the kind you see on television, but I don't think any of the cameras got me. I got to see a knock-out and two technical knock-outs! I also got to listen to cholo commentary behind us. They were pretty vulgar, but some of the things they said were funny. During an exciting part in the main match (Holyfield vs. Savarese), one hit me a little, and he said, "Damn, I'm about to have a Holyfield versus Savarese with this girl right here!" Ha, ha. I bought a t-shirt of course, but I'll probably have to alter it (or try to) a little bit to make it presentable to wear out.
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| Vanquish the wicked! |
[25 Jun 2007|12:03am] |
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There's really been nothing that I've felt like writing about. . . This weekend has been a bit eventful. I went job-hunting with David on Friday. I didn't actually apply anywhere. We went to the mall, and I bought a hat. I don't think that I have anything to wear it with, but I'll make sure that the next top that I buy matches it! On Friday night, I hung out with Marcela. We went to Kinley's first. They have the best Italian sodas! Then we went to scenic drive where the view was amazing as always. The weather up there was also perfect. I began to feel unsafe after a while, so we headed out. We went to Weinerschnitzel, and there were boys eating there. We thought that they would approach us, but they didn't! Hmph! Only one was cute, but he was wearing sunglasses. . .and it was after midnight. Also, there were scary insects there. They might have been grasshoppers, but I think there's another name for them. . . They hop very high and over long distances! They can pop out of nowhere! I hated it. And they attacked us while in the car, too! Yuck! Ezra contacted me around one to tell us to go to the party (when he said he'd go around ten). I liked the party. There were a lot of cute boys! I fell in love with one wearing a bandana, but I didn't talk to him! I'm too shy. We didn't get to stay very long since it was late, but hopefully we'll go to another one next weekend!
Saturday was boring! The highlight of the day was eating Chinese food.
Today was nice, I guess. I went to the history museum with my parents. Some of the exhibits were neat, but nothing beats the history museum in Oklahoma. It's probably because the Oklahoma one had dinosaurs, cavemen, and exhibits similar to those in Night at the Museum, while this museum was just about the history or El Paso. We went to the library after, which I would have enjoyed more if I hadn't worn flip flops and my feet hadn't started to ache. I usually prefer not to wear flip flops, sandals, or flats, but I didn't have time to search for socks to wear with my converse.
At the moment, there isn't much that I feel like I need to express. My eyes get veiny off and on, which is kind of gross. I want new clothes like always.
Well, I kind of had a funny conversation with Ezra today. I was talking to him about the boy from the party, and he said I should have gone up to him. I asked what I could have said to him, and he told me I just should have said, "Hi, I'm Lisa." That made me smirk because that'd be kind of silly if I did that! It'd be kind of obvious that I was hitting on him. Then I remembered that I have said that to a random guy! It was two years ago, and it was Ezra's friend. It wasn't the same situation though. My friends were talking to each other, and Ezra was on the phone. That guy and I were just sitting there, so I felt obligated to talk to him since Ezra dragged him to this party filled with gay kids (David's birthday!). I guess I'm not that shy. But I still wouldn't walk up to a random guy and introduce myself!
I hope I don't waste tomorrow being on the computer and playing video games. I should begin to study calculus and Japanese to be ahead in my classes.
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[21 Jun 2007|05:59pm] |
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I am allergic to video games! When I play, my right eye gets veiny! It's disgusting. I still play. I just tape a wad of paper towel over the eye. . .which makes playing much more difficult.
I finally took my last two finals! I'm not really sure how I did. I'm just glad to have that all over with.
I built a land, but I've been too lazy to resize the pictures and such. I'll put them up one day!
I really want some candy. . .
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[16 Jun 2007|12:03pm] |
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My father didn't close the hot dog bun package correctly, so now they're all stale. To think, I was going to allow him to watch me play the samurai video game.
I had been working out a lot and eating much less, but I was unable to lose any weight! So now I'm back to eating as much as I want and not exercising at all. I weighed myself this morning and saw that I lost two pounds. There must be some explanation for this. I'll ask my mother about it later.
I'm addicted to sudoku.
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[13 Jun 2007|01:21pm] |
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My fall schedule: calculus, elementary Japanese, computer science, perspectives on film, and judo.
I'm so proud of myself for testing into calculus. I was nervous about going to orientation today, but a lot of people were so interesting-looking, and I had fun! I'm so excited to start college!
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[11 Jun 2007|11:34pm] |
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